to think that this is the extent to which she will go to run away from me. how long does she plan to run? how long does she think she can run? singapore isn't even that big. does she think she can run forever?

then again, even if she has stopped running, i doubt i would know what to do with the situation anyway. maybe its better she keeps running. then its easier for me to push the blame all to her. sigh. i don't know.

it seemed all so clear two years ago. we were all happy, it was all so easy. and then one e-mail spoilt it all, and it triggered off this whole chain reaction, that has plummeted me into this cyclone of confusion i cannot get out of.

and she isn't done with running away.
she must be a marathon runner.

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8:50 PM